it's getting crowded in here

at any given time there is quite a lot going though my head. it's rather bothersome to be honest, from time to time I've even thought that I was going crazy. quite often I have some deep philosophical conversation with myself or I'll worry about what people think of me. sometimes I make up conversations with other people about something I'm thinking about or wonder what's going on elsewhere. I've even thought about how I was going to word this blog more than once. with all this I often with that I could just have some quiet.

and then I hang out with diana. whenever I'm alone with her it all just goes away. she often asks me what I'm thinking about, and all I can respond with is "I love you." I know that she doesn't believe that's what I'm really thinking about, but it is. when we're alone all that matters is that I love her and she loves me. the rest of it just disappears, she makes the craziness of the world stop. time seems to stop whenever I run my fingers over her body and the only thing that matters is pleasing this goddess that lays before me. I don't worry about my friends or the lack there-of, I don't think of corrupt political or religious systems, just her. I love it :)